"I don’t have time"
Time: ‘the indefinite continued progress of existence and events in the past, present, and future regarded as a whole’ or even ‘a point of time as measured in hours and minutes past midnight or noon’. I think it explains itself pretty well.
I have been dealing with time constraints, specially with all the exams and studying. Which leaves me with less time than before to enjoy myself.
I considered myself to be an introvert, I don’t like huge crowds, I don’t like clubs and to me hanging out with my friends for 2 hours is enough to take enough energy for a whole night Tumblr session! But that’s why I call myself that, because while others gain their energy while being around others, I regain energies only when I’m alone, and I believe most of my friends know this, it’s not breaking news. Things is, I’ve been noticing lately that even though I NEED to have time to study and I LOVE my time on Tumblr, right now I have to exclude things in my life. Obviously I didn’t put my friends after Tumblr of course not, but at least in this website I feel understood, hidden out for judgment and all. But now you ask me:
"But Nessie, what have your friend done to you? Did they do anything wrong? Tumblr is a great place but, you need to socialize!"
The answer is no, they did nothing wrong, in fact they did nothing. This website doesn’t allow me to socialize, but does Facebook? Think: actually, to what extent does it really makes us socialize? Through a keyboard? Through “emojis” and texts? I have nothing against it, don’t get me wrong, but this misconception about Tumblr puts me so off.
I have had friends telling me: “You say you have no time, but whenever I see you with your computer you’re always doing other stuff than work.” True… But did you spot me half an hour ago? Because I can BET that I was working like hell! But I like some of my breaks to be alone, a way of escaping reality. I like my cyber world because it’s me in here, and occasionally some passersby
In conclusion, time is your perspective on things. It’s something malleable which we waste as we please, specially things in which we LOVE or NEED. On the other hand time, is not everlasting (at least if you considering sleeping right?). I’m trying to improve but the thing is I feel so tired and with no time to rest and no one to hold on to, so I fall. And when I fall